Friday, December 26, 2008
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Merry Christmas

Monday, December 15, 2008
Coffee anyone?

It's was snowing just the day before for a whole night and snow has been staying for awhile. It's soo pretty looking at the snow.... all white and bright. Snow makes all the ugly so pretty... makes the world a prettier place to live in =)

So just last night i received a msg from a friend whom i'm not very close to. I think i've only talked to X once and met X maybe a couple of times... but never any like deep meaningful conversations. So X asked my if i was still living around school and i innocently told X "Yes!". i don't like lying to ppl if i can help it.

BUT anyways.... so after getting the knowledge that i was living in the area, X who also was also living nearby immediately asked if i could so kindly help X buy a tea and blueberry muffin from a coffee shop. The reason? because X is sick and the poor thing has 2 exams in a few days and that there was no food at home. And i guess with the buying X also meant that i should deliver it to the door as well. =.=

I'm only talked to X once!!! what do you think i am??? You're maid???!!!??? Even if i did only talk to a person once and could've been good friends, the many times that we bumped into each other, i would probably try to carry a conversation with you... but you always seem to0 busy trying to go to concerts with your date and being very busy....

Aiya.... i do feel sorry that you are sick in this cold weather and having exams at the same time.... but... to all of a sudden ask a person you only talked to once to help get you food and deliver it? hmmm..... i wouldn't even ask my own friends unless they offer or if it's on the way... =S

Maybe that's my opinion... but oh well... it was a good laugh... for a while =P It's still white and pretty outside =) hehehe...

Anyone wants coffee/tea/muffins?? =P

Sunday, December 7, 2008
cancel the excitment

Sometimes i think it's better to cancel the excitement.
Getting excited over something sometimes will lead you to greater disappointment.
I would rather no one knew and just let it be... getting all excited made it even worse.. especially when everything that day was going all wrong. From morning to night... constant criticisms..

i wish it wasn't such a big deal to me... but it is... if it was another day i wouldn't care...

I'll be true to my words next time and hide away from the world when that day comes again...I'd rather spend it in my room watching random videos than being criticised, and let down or making me feel guilty and on the verge of bursting out into tears....

i guess now it's out.. hopefully it'll be okay... i needed someplace to rant.. and i think this was the most suitable.

Friday, December 5, 2008
Another day

Just another day,
Just a little sadder.

oh well, a new day will arrive for a fresh new begining.

Monday, December 1, 2008
The water has cooled off

Okay, so it has been a couple of days since my last, very angry, sounding post and i apologise if people got shocked by it =P

I have simmered down and i am feeling much much better. I think it was just the heat of the moment, being bogged down with so many things, exams, responsibilities, conflicts ... all the emotions that i have bottled up for so long suddenly exploded into a great flood that lasted for an hour. But once the flood released all the extra water that was hiding in it, there was peace and calmness that ran over it.

What i'm trying to say is... i tend to have those unexpected outburst that happen and then after that just leave and sunshine and rainbows will be seen again =P

Aside from that... my mom in coming!!! in like 8 hours!!! i can't wait.. i have to pick her up :P haha..

And i have a paper to write... i just finished 4 pages and i still have 6 more to go.. wish me luck! >.<